Stressed out of my mind.
Hoping this thread is secure enough to talk here...
DH has had ongoing breathing issues etc...for over a year now. Recently was diagnosed (sort of)...with asthma.
He is sooooooo out of breath CONSTANTLY. He wheezes all the time. He is out of energy. Sooooo sick.
I don't think he has asthma....it reads sooo much more like COPD from what I have been reading. Asthma comes and goes in episodes. COPD is constant (and get worse)

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Our family is completely financially dependent on him right now (and for years)
His work is physically demanding.
I am scared. really scared.
He went to work and borrowed someone else's van....when he got back to leave their van and pick up his....the (insert horrific word here) plowed a store lot's worth of snow against HIS van.
He has been digging it out with a small regular snow shovel....alone. They are no even helping him. He is soooooo sick. sooooooo sick.....
He then has to unload the borrowed van into his van...come home...and somehow get his van into our driveway.
Emm says he plans to come in and sleep.
I am really really worried about my dh's health and our future right now.
overwhelmingly so.

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